I generally pretend to be cool/authentic/genuine/different, even though yeah it’s what you’ve guessed. At age 33, this game made me go out, walk for miles long, not talking about 2-3 miles but 10-15 almost every day for 3 weeks long. I’ve ran into young engineers on the road, the ones I was leading at the company I was part of then, couldn’t explain myself. At age 36, I still can’t.